thanks to THAMM~~ sheenaa~~ THINK THINK THINK
when out to chinatown with jessica and shihui. OMG! have total fun, from charcoal laugh till Chinatown, from Chinatown laugh back to charcoal to get macaroons. and end up we get mixed up with time and never buy at discounted price =.=
shihui got a new name which is = xiao mao!
jessica got a new name which is = xiao hua!
and mine! i dont want to tell i shy k! although here very bright but never mind i shine all the time. whats with xiao mao peeing in her pants when laughing to our joke?
MUAHAHAHHA super funny DRANK KOI!! YEAH YIPEEE hazelnut taste nice tooo. enjoyed my whole fcuking day! <3>
when to meet a siao char bor too <3>
suppose to be happy to meet her, but hais sadding life, i ahve a sad life.
but still yah lah. see her i very happy. =) omg, <3>
choosing slippers for her <3>
choosing cake for her <3>
yeap nice slippers and cakes hope he enjoy.
happy birthday anw.
she said wait till my birthday, i predict that my day will never come. my six sense is always very true, so please maybe you can do your best to prove me wrong? but i don't expect much too, because im already at the stage of cant expect much alr.
half of my life and heart is numb and dead for you already.
i can feel any love, any happiness as much already
fake smile, fake heart. im artificial. i have artificial favorings.
because i don't have the qualities that you want, but i have the useless quantities
i deserve a better life
thanks ah shihui and sheena,
love loads too. maybe yes she is using me? but i am still like a dumbo down there love her till like mad, but i think its okay. let the story stop there. let the thing hang there. for the time being. i am too tired to settle it.i dont know how to make a decision when my mind is all abt her think that she is 100% perfect. let the time pass and let the story goes on naturelly,just that for now
when she need me, i'll be there.
i might not sms her automatically for now? unless she sms me, if not i might be a irritant
i wont call her for nothing. let her be the one to call me. if not i might be a irritant too.
i wont ask her out for nothing too. maybe yes with a big group.
when she need me i'll always be there, i wont want to leave, because its too hard for me, its even harder then getting a scholarship in NUS. yeah i hope i can get back on path.
i will work hard in charcoal and all. no more jokes from now on. promised. i'll be serious in everything i do.. get back on path to be a proper person.
love cant be everything for me now. friends are equally important, yes maybe 60-40 yeah?
i wont treat my friend unfairly because of love anymore
catching up with xiao hua xiao mao and STELLA! the forever meeting love one! ahhahahahahah <3>
signing off,
DUA BUI SAI
