♥ distance is the test of love ..

♥Saturday, September 25, 2010
EH FCUKING HELL, YAH LAH I ADMITT I WANT MAYBELLINE, AND I ADMITT I WANT JUNE BACK CAN A NOT? FCUKING SHUT UP. I KNOW I CANNOT WANT 2 , BUT YOU KNOW I WANT JUNE BACK FOR A REASON NOT THAT LOVE REASON. I JUST NEED HER! FUCK YOU FOR BAD-MOUTHING HER, TREAT IT AS I DONT HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND. SHOOOO KNN NBCB.

FOR THOSE WHO ARE READING, IF I CATCH YOU BAD MOUTH EITHER MAYBELLINE OR JUNE, YOU ALL WILL BE IN DEAD MEEAT. SERIOUSLY DEAD MEAT. FCUKERS

♥Thursday, September 23, 2010
to this fucking RAYMOND TOK KANG HAN OVER THERE, you knn you think what? got cork dua sai? if dont have my mother you think you have will your career your car BM? think again lah hor pua ji bai. gamble drink is all you need fcuker.. what? scold my maybelline, never die b4? you fcuking hell go changi sell your bloody backside, i dont even think that someone there wants it oh please, you have no rights to talk about love when your own marriage is like this. you cant even care for yourself you wanna care about me? no way man. you should just get lost of our side and return us what we gave yyou.
and fyi, money cant buy love, love is about the feeling you know the feeling? ooops i forget your are even worse than a dog you cant even understand what i am talking abt. im sorry k, i go hire one dog specialist to translate for you alright,.pay be back the fees when you become human. i should have just kill you that day for saying that about the person i love. i dont mind going to jail for killing you to punish you for saying that.you nbcb, no wonder you have this fcuking first love, dont even know how to celebrate a birthday or an anniversary, still need me to help you., you are seriously useless. even worse than a fcuking dog. just like one of my friend? expect everything but you dont work hard to gain it. YOU DONT WORK HARD HOW TO YOU GET IT? ISNT THAT FUNNY? OH GOD SAVE YOUR FCUKING PATHETIC SOUL. i know you are reading this, because i fucking hell give you my URL happy reading.

and to this mother over there, you get a little more respect from me, because you side maybelline, so now what? you side maybelline then you also dua sai is it? you trying to be funny? you can hong around i cannot? i can do better than you but i am fine with just one girl over there. i am happy enough to see her everytime when i need. im better because i dont go around flirting and attract attention anymore. yes this is a no route true love, but i am fcuking in love with her what t do now? who started everything about BI-sexual? you are partly to blame so you cannot blame me too. i tried hard for a few times, but i failed. yes i got this fcuking illness that cost you a bomb! SO? who cause all this? who made me shut myself and not talk to you? who made me smash the vast? who made me spoil the table? i am not totally in fault so jsut shut up. i just need my own life. no one can give me that kind of special little love, even its 1% i can still fell it. because its her, you can also be a mother who can give me such love just as what she can give. although she never do anything t show out the love, but i can just simply feel it, maybe its illusion or what soever you said it. but i jut love her madly. you cant stop me. i have no one to talk to since 3 weeks ago.you are once a diary to me. yes i know elaine is a ncie girl. but i dont like her alr, can? i used to chat and talk to you, but now i cant alr, because you loose the that kind of i dunno what is that called which makes you dont even understand me and we cant even talk, you just dont understand what situation i am now you still make noise. just might as well just shut up and suck up with that fcuking guy. just leave me alone, i know what im doing. even if one day i die for her. AT LEAST I DIE FOR HER BECAUSE I LOVE HER. i experience WHAT IS LOVE.

♥Monday, September 20, 2010


Today's paper was fine.. i feel that its fine, and i can pass it. i slept @ 3am last night for god sake! was on the phone happily chatting with jiayi! muahahhahaha. happy happy! =DD
but honestly i din really study, but i manage to answer most of the question and the calculation part. yoohoo! okay lucky me.

after the paperr! when to AMK with stella and shihui! we went to the library to study! cool i was damn in the mood to study but both of them HAIS CMI! see now its not my fault muahahahah! so physco each other and END UP AT ARCADE =.= forever one. went to hub's arcade but dont have the coin fishing ): so we proceed to PLAZA SING! yes ah! we went coin fishing for like i dunno how long, kinda long. WE CATCH TORTISE INSTEAD OF FISH! MUAHAHAHA then can hear the cheng cheng cheng coins dropping! oh god cool man! super harpie! it luck too
PLAZA SING SHOULD BE A DE-STRESS PLACE FOR WE 3 FROM NOW ON! YES AH!
like a cool i left and i went to do the voluntary work, like a cool! i have patience k! i clench my fist and seriously wanna smack that person but i still smile! =DD
yes ah TOKENQI THATS THE WAY! I CAN FEEL THE HEALING RATE IS GOING V QUICKLY.. =DD
friends are kinda impt, as what she had said. happy family but mine is a broken one, so now FRIENDS AND YOU YOU YOU IS DAMN IMPT TO ME ALRIGHT! DONT LEAVE I LOVE YOU!! =DD

♥Saturday, September 18, 2010


  • I, Tokenqi, take you, maybelline chia xinyi,as my soul mate and companion
  • Together, we can accomplish anything.
  • Together, we will be better than we could be alone.
  • Together, we will share our love with the world.
  • Together, our love will grow into a bond too strong to break.
  • Our love may be like the ebb and tide of the ocean, but it will always flow.
  • Through the good and bad, I want you to always know that I will be by your side.
  • I will be there for you in the ups and downs of life.
  • I pledge my all to you.

"Amazed"

I, Tokenqi, take you, maybelline chia xinyi, as my best friend for life. I am so in love with you that I want to promise to stand beside you through thick and thin, through good and bad, through joy and sorrow. I want to spend the rest of my life hearing your thoughts and seeing your dreams. I promise to do my best to make our lives better and better from this day on because I am so amazed by you. This is my solemn vow.

"From This Moment"

From this moment, I, Tokenqi, take you, Maybelline chia xinyi, as my best friend for life. I pledge to honor, encourage, and support you through our walk together. When our way becomes difficult, I promise to stand by you and uplift you, so that through our union we can accomplish more than we could alone. I promise to work at our love and always make you a priority in my life. With every beat of my heart, I will love you. This is my solemn vow.

"1 Corinthians 13"

I, Tokenqi, take you, maybelline chia xinyi, as the love of my life. I vow to be patient with you and the circumstances in our lives. I vow to be kind to all people we come across. I vow not to be boastful of our love or about our accomplishments. I promise to be proud of you, but not proud in love for though I will strive for perfection, I know I can never reach it. I promise not to be quick to anger, but to think before I speak and act. I vow not to keep a record of wrongs, but to always keep the happy memories alive. Through God, our love will never fail.

"Could Not Ask for More"

I, Tokenqi, take you, maybelline chia xinyi, as my everything. I vow to love you through sickness and health, through the good and the bad, through richer and poorer. You are everything I need, and at this moment I know that all my prayers have been answered and that all of my dreams have come true. This is the moment I have waited my whole life for. I promise to give you my all and I know that I could not ask for more from you. I love you and always will. This is my solemn vow.

  • I PROMISED
  • In sickness, I will nurse you back to health.
  • In health, I will encourage you on your path.
  • In sadness, I will help you to remember.
  • In happiness, I will be there make to memories with you.
  • In poverty, I will do all that I can to make our love rich.
  • And in wealth, I will never let our love grow poor.
  • When you need someone to encourage you, I want it to be me.
  • When you need a helping hand, I want it to be mine.
  • When you long for someone to smile at, turn to me.
  • When you have something to share, share it with me.
  • Though life may not always be as perfect as it is at this moment, I vow to always keep my love as pure as it is today. I promise to be there for you in your laughter and your tears, in your sickness and your health, in your comfort and your fears, in your poverty and your wealth. I know that our love is heaven sent, and I promise to be there for you for all your life, come what may.
  • We have already been through a lot together, and I believe that God has been preparing us for this moment and for our future together. I promise to keep the good memories alive, and to let the bad ones die. I vow not to let the sun go down on our anger, and to treat each morning as a new day to love you, the gift I have been given. I will not forsake you or these vows that we have made, but rather strive to show you my love for the rest of our lives. This is my promise to you.



You and him was quarreling, i rush down to meet you up. you are crying like nobody's business
when i see you, he is leaving you give you one tight slap and say we're over, you got a slight bang by a car lucky nothing happens, you scream. he turn back and look, and turn away board 506 and leave. how dare him, i dash over to give you a big hug. lucky nothing happens, but your heart seems to be breaking. i pull you over to the stadium's bus stop. and i told you everything will be okay with me around.. you said okay, you stopped crying and you turn over to me saying, 'i think i chose the wrong person, and now its the end, ' i took this chance to ask you to be with me, and you agreed. finally you gave me this chance to prove myself, i made my promise i said
i will not let you have the same feeling as now
i will not shout at you
i will not slap you
i will not leave you
you will be my priority
lover is more important than friends,
you will be my everything
i will do everything to my limits just for you
i will call you 10 times a day
i will text you whenever i am free even its 1 sec
i will be there for you right away when you are lonely
i will make you feel the love revolving around you
i will give you warmth and care
i will not make you feel tight
you will be my everything
i love you.

suddenly A CAR DASH AND A CAR ACCIDENT OCCURRED! BAMMM
and i realise its just a wonderful dream.. how i wish its reall...

♥Friday, September 10, 2010
you make me wonder. you make me think. i really think
am i that bad, what people say are sometimes true, but i just cant get myself to listen. because i chose to trust you more than them. but i think i failed, im a failure. she give me wrong idea once and again, you are leading me in a story book. but after all, i still dont understand the moral of the story. can you just tell me how you feel abt me? let me feel secured, have an answer with me, at least when i leave, i know that i tried hard enough.
everyone can see how much effort i put in, but i bet you dont. because you show that you dont even give a damn. i dunno. sometimes you react and sometimes you dont. i dont know what you mean i dont know. just tell me how to feel and i'll shut up..i love you and i really do..

i was thinking of going for a operation and become someone else and come back to snatch you back, i mean it. i'll give it a try if i can.

♥Thursday, September 9, 2010
you said oyu gone through the worst. you wanna try mine?
the person who talks and understand you left
the person you love, left
not enough?
i tell you more. send the person you love to her lovers house
let the person you love to the other person
see all the bites around. the things you want but wotn be able to have
living in nightmares every night and no one knows.
hiding one corner to think and cry and no one knows.
the person who understand you really left, and give you a heavy punishment.

I WANT MAYBELLINE, BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE.
I WANT JUNE BACK I WANT JUNE. I WANT JUEN TO TALK TO ME LIKE B4 BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE. I WANT......
I REGRET I REALLY DO. I HAD A HEAVY PUNISHMENT. I LOSE SOMEONE IMPT. WHATEVER I WANT WONT BE BACK WONT BE BACK.
I AM A FCUKING FAILURE. i want june i want maybelline
i tends to love and want someone who wont be mine.
i should just go and die.

♥Wednesday, September 8, 2010
first, you left me, now another impt persson left me. im meant to be a loner, nbcb
you said b4, if you wanna leave you left 3 months ago. i understadn you are still there, you said if i need you, just give you a call, and you will surely pick up, but look now who is the one HOOK MOTHER FCUKER PINKIE alr still break it? is not that i angry because of small things., its just that you know every small things really meant to me. as what is said on your fb, i think you are force to talk to me, acc me and all. we might as well just stop stop stop what we are doing and become strangers. YOU'RE A HEART BREAKER, i told myself times and again to forget you, i tried damn hard, but seriously its damn hard, rmb my previous post? i still failed. i seriously dunno what to do alr. someone please help me for god sake. the one who normally helps me lending me her ear is gone, she is gone is kinda a great impact. you both once said you will be there for be, but slowly everyone leave me.. whose next? stella? shihui? my mother? my sister? my maid? my cousins? my fahter? JUST ALL FCUKING LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME DIE LIKE SERIOUSLY i am meant to be a loner.

because of love, my whole personality change! i betrayed my ownself, then i make use of someone, then i make someone hate me, then i made everyone leave me , you simply give me the pain that what a normal person cant do.. it really hurts to the max., the pain that you cant describe. KARMA KARMA YOU KNOW WHAT IS FCUKING KARMA? to have to fcuking boyfriend. is not that say he not good, is that he is FCUKING POSSESIVE. because of small things wanna break up break up. HE THINK WAD E WHOLE EARTH VERY GIAN OF SMALL SHORTY WITH STUPID CARTOON WITH HIM? stupid frog. you knn possesive guy. i okok with you at first but now i simply hate you ttc. like seriously. ccb you made a normal guai guai girl, become like what?
3 month never go home.
go out late till like mother fcuker
talk like CAL
do things like CAL
control her like a dog
SHE HAS HER OWN FRIENDS YOU MOTHER FUCKER
you simply sucks ttm. like seriously i have no comments for you.

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-those people who spread nonsense.
-annoying peoples
-get mistaken by people!
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