and fyi, money cant buy love, love is about the feeling you know the feeling? ooops i forget your are even worse than a dog you cant even understand what i am talking abt. im sorry k, i go hire one dog specialist to translate for you alright,.pay be back the fees when you become human. i should have just kill you that day for saying that about the person i love. i dont mind going to jail for killing you to punish you for saying that.you nbcb, no wonder you have this fcuking first love, dont even know how to celebrate a birthday or an anniversary, still need me to help you., you are seriously useless. even worse than a fcuking dog. just like one of my friend? expect everything but you dont work hard to gain it. YOU DONT WORK HARD HOW TO YOU GET IT? ISNT THAT FUNNY? OH GOD SAVE YOUR FCUKING PATHETIC SOUL. i know you are reading this, because i fucking hell give you my URL happy reading.
and to this mother over there, you get a little more respect from me, because you side maybelline, so now what? you side maybelline then you also dua sai is it? you trying to be funny? you can hong around i cannot? i can do better than you but i am fine with just one girl over there. i am happy enough to see her everytime when i need. im better because i dont go around flirting and attract attention anymore. yes this is a no route true love, but i am fcuking in love with her what t do now? who started everything about BI-sexual? you are partly to blame so you cannot blame me too. i tried hard for a few times, but i failed. yes i got this fcuking illness that cost you a bomb! SO? who cause all this? who made me shut myself and not talk to you? who made me smash the vast? who made me spoil the table? i am not totally in fault so jsut shut up. i just need my own life. no one can give me that kind of special little love, even its 1% i can still fell it. because its her, you can also be a mother who can give me such love just as what she can give. although she never do anything t show out the love, but i can just simply feel it, maybe its illusion or what soever you said it. but i jut love her madly. you cant stop me. i have no one to talk to since 3 weeks ago.you are once a diary to me. yes i know elaine is a ncie girl. but i dont like her alr, can? i used to chat and talk to you, but now i cant alr, because you loose the that kind of i dunno what is that called which makes you dont even understand me and we cant even talk, you just dont understand what situation i am now you still make noise. just might as well just shut up and suck up with that fcuking guy. just leave me alone, i know what im doing. even if one day i die for her. AT LEAST I DIE FOR HER BECAUSE I LOVE HER. i experience WHAT IS LOVE.