its 5 months, 3 months of waiting, 2 months of tolerating.i know i have to move on, and i wont dissapoint most of you again, i believe i can make it.i will say im okay and i will be okay,i've cry all i need and i know i gotta pick up myself and life still have to go on. i know i will be miserable after i leave
thinking of
you being there to make me smile int he morning
waking you up early in the morning with that stupid voice of yours
enjoy eating guava and dumpling made and cut by your grandma
giving you a pek chek face when you wanna chiong bai quan nu wang
be there to listen t you when youneed someone to talk to.
lend you my shoulder when you are not feeling okay
be there for you when you and him quarrel
buying drink sharing and sitting down at the bench
going to the deli and cursing them for failing their math
drinking bubble tea tgt, honey milk tea, honey red tea (:
bring clothes for you for IS
hoping to see you stay over at my house everyday with everyday's dissapointment
letting you sleep on my bed and banging to my cupboard till it gonna fall off anytime
cooking maggee noodle for you
making DIY stuff for every month of 21
having a our own cubical
letting you leave a trademark on my white board
be honoured that you can touch my bed
talking abt piercing and end up doing them
acting as if we quarrel with tht failed face
letting you call me TOKENQI
letting you wipe on my clothes when you dont have a tissue.
enjoy using guardian tissuees.
getting containers for you when you dont have
get everything selttle when you are unable to
TOKENQI BAO GA LIAO rmb?
having my wallet kept in your bag.
having all your things kept in my bag and make it look like a mountain bag
letting you won my everything
letting you bite me when you dont feel okay
letting you pinch me when you dont feel okay.
rmb our sakae, seoul garden..~~ my promise shall stop here
i will feel miserable. but afterall, i still enjoy the times being with you as a FRIEND.
i should not put my hope that high when i know it will drop. i put that high is because i trusted you 100% that you wont hurt me but end up you prove me wrong. i regretted.
i'll make my leave. bye my dear maybelline i love you and i really do. you will be the last one who will take my heart.
and thanks to shihui, stella esp JUNE!
thanks for being there listening to all my craps. i know its irritating, me myself feel darn irritated too, i sometimes dunno what im doing. but still thanks to shihui for accompanying me to clementi when i need thansk stella for being there lending me your ears. and esp june THANK YOU, for giving me advice, lending me your ears, teching me how to take steps to grow up and be mature. thanks. i cannot say i love you, but i like you all..i promise i will grow up have a mature thinking, and wont let you all worry again, still thanks.
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