i have a big hole in my heart, and it takes time to mend.
Beautiful
I dont know if i am the one for you this life
I cant help. hearing my voice calling your name
Cause when i
Trying so hard
Not to look in your eyes
Maybe i
Have fallen in love with you
I cant so describe how i'm feeling deep inside
So much more than i can say with your touch
That feels so right
You're mine you're so near
All the time in this space
For now in my heart
I will never let you go
In this life time. do you know why
Oh baby
Cause you're just so beautiful to me
Well tonight, maybe the sound i can hear you breathe
Its alive to see you smile with those tears in your eyes
They may say that your just a gurl in this speeding world
In my heart, you light a world to me
I cant so describe how i'm feeling deep inside
So much more than i can say with your touch
That feels so right
You're mine you're so near
All the time in this space
For now in my heart
I will never let you go
In this life time. do you know why
Oh baby
Cause you're just so beautiful to me
Touch my hand, feel my heart
Hold me close and you'll find me
You'll find me
So beautiful
You're so beautiful to me
you said i made you jealous, but have you ever think, who started it first?
no matter how much i love you, you wont feel it, maybe you did, but you are unwillingly t tell me that you felt it.
i tried my beest to make peace, but i failed, because i love you too much
never tried loving someone so seriously before, you will be the first and the last.
you are just so beautiful to me.
just so simple and admiring.
high voltage.
you never fail to attract my eye to pin on you.
i controlled and act as if i dont love you anymore, but i tried pulling thru 1 week and failed
im just not determined enough.
understooded by your fb post,
i can never give you future, because i am not a fcuking guy.
you look at the future and you believe that he can give you his best.
what you still need the most is still his care and concern and not mine, so what you mean is damn simple, i should fuck off in front of your face, maybe not yours but both of you.
you ask me to make my choice right, and think wisely. i THInk AND THIS IS WHAT COMES OUT.
i broke down all your lines and words. and all i get is just to hurt myself.
you will never never ever feel or go thru the pain im in now.
you hurt me a lot many many.
you make me happy for first 3 months, for e 2 months.
i left with nothing now.
i should just really go and think what i really want
what i wanna become, my career and not love anymore.
i wont let this fcuking love break my wall down. AGAIN
IS was alright, but still room for improvement, i hope i can do better tmr (: and yea i will! hehe.
project project.all abt project in my mind. rushing for this and that. wtf kinda irritated by it. but i still love to do project.. heart heart.. <3,>
sometimes, i dont know what am i doing. but still i love you. thanks for being there sometimes although you piss me off real hard sometimes.sorry for creating unnessasary trouble. sorry.you know i love you, but i cant, i have to be a silence lover for now. unless.. but which is impossible, but i promised to be happy alright. i'll be there 24/7 but maybe not too over. yeap? 80%-20%, you know, i know, she know what does the percentage mean.
hmmmm national day sio.. boring~~ hahahhaha, suppose to go chinatown but ended up i didnt muahahah sooooo sorry! end up town with mummy and TOKENMIN! FROM HEEREN TO PARAGON, PARAGON TO THE CATHAY. neh neh, siannns. icecream is <3 fries =".="thanks to this TOKENMIN kinda make me siasuay. neh neh jitao sia suay majiam i her mother sia! haha, no choice i chose to bring her out. TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY!
i have a happy day out today manzxzxz.. today's exams was fine except for the 4 equipment thingy making me piss off nia LOL. but nvm i tried my best, =D after paper off to town with JUNE! i bought a shirt hoho! ironing something on it muahahah! we shall see it on tuesday! =D yes ahhh soo happy. suddenly into the mood of DIY-ing stuff. in short in the mood of doing everything lah! hahaha so harpie..
i hope tmr will be a fine day too (: i think i should spent more time with my parents/ family hmmmm i shall be a good girl then my mummy will love me more and will give me what i want =D SHE SURE KNOW WHAT IS IT!
and people out there, eyes looking is no use. dont judge people by its cover, M-F,and dont anyhow predict things if you dont know like seriously, if you wanna ask or gossip. come straight to my face and get the answer from me, dont ask behind my back or gossip behind my back. dont hint here and there, just say out straight to me, i hate it, maybe not hate but dislike. just ask me lah? like seriously =D
somethings wont turn out how you want it to be, bear with it (:
damn tired ley this few days, maybe i laugh too much.. extreme happy..
i found out that there is another way of eating french fries thanks to this someone, and i love it wth. fatteninnggg!
FRENCH FRIES + ICE CREAM & FRENCH FRIES + PEPPER is <3>
if anyone is gonna buy me that, i swear i love you muahahaha. its just $4.05 BUY FOR ME!
went home straight after school instead of joining stella and shihui to AMK,, siannns i very tired okay! not i dont wanna go, sorry muahahah next time uh. hehehe *shy
when i reach home i study for a while and sleep okay? mai siao siao.
power nap suppose to be 15mins, but mine is soo different mine is 45 mins MUAHAHAHHA. pro.
hehhe. the mood is coming the mood is coming! yeah
exams are drawing nearer ): i have to pull up my socks, study hard! everyone study horr!
over here i would like to thanks this someone, =D i shy to say out her name *blush,
you are a very nice person who i can really talk to, and who make me walk out of darkness =D make me think better and maybe think positively lor.you can solve every problem of mine, i dunno why hhhahha. i am so glad to know you, is like, think back how much you have help me. if its not you, i already have a tattoo and doing stupid things and continue being a stupid kat-po (frog) dumb dumb let people take advantage of.. this is what i think lah, thanks =D still remember of the 4 stage of grief ? i am already at the stage of acceptance (: thanks to you, i know you will be there for me always =D muahahahhaah, and i love my daddy.
lionnn should study instead of thinking abt any other thing.concentrate on studies (: all the best for the next coming exams =D stop thinking of anything else, you can do it! actually i know you can do it lor, i should tell myself all this okay yah. just dont be sad so yeap. go clemnti after exams alright? finish it off with a smile =) and i will prove that i am still me myself, yes TOKENQI.
i shall go back clementi to finish off the part..
